Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Dear Addie,
I hate this pain and I wish you were here. I can't remember what you felt like, the only thing I do remember is how cold you were and how I wanted to make you warm. How sad yet precious you looked, and praying over you asking for God to bring you back. This pain is unbearable....I feel bad when I don't think about you because I feel like I'm forgetting you. But it hurts so much when you are on my mind. There is a whole in my heart that nothing will every be able to fill. I want you here in my arms. I keep telling people I'm happy when I don't remember what being truly happy feels like. Even the other day when I got to feel it for a couple of hours I forgot it. I just want to be happy again. I want you.
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I feel exactly the same way, Aly. I don't remember what she felt like either. I wanted to make her warm, too. And hated that I couldn't. I want her back and some days I feel like the pain is too much to bear. I'm so sorry that your baby sister was taken from you. :(
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