Dear Addie,

It's really hard for me to write letters to you. Cause when I do I get mad at God. I feel like He got my hopes up and got me all excited that I was gonna have a little sister and then he just took you from me. I'm always telling people God has a plan and has a reason for this. But I really don't care I just want you. My little sister. I don't understand and I really really wish I did. I just want to yell and scream. I don't want to live anymore. I want to be with you in Heaven.